well i'm way overdue for an update.

so let's move backwards. summer is okay so far. lots of sleeping. so gonna get fat hahahahahaa. been hanging w/ the cool beaver...saw shrek 2...hahahahhahahahahahahahah i like it even better than the first one...good movie...and lots of driving jenn around to all her activities...holy cow she has A LOT...elco summer school, KIWIN'S, volunteer at hospital, acadec, oyy veeeyyyy. wells yeah. thass summer. ^^

uhm. grad i think...lol it was kinda overhyped. ppl were all like omg...GRAD...!!! WAHHH! it was juss..graduation...lol. well iono. i thought it'd be more BAM but there ya go. lol funniest part was when the balloons flew the wrong way and didn't come newhere near where we were sitting. lol so the sky didnt bleed on ths c/o 2004 after all muaahahhaahha. many thanks to the awesome TLs and TKs who worked it...thnx a lot u guys...u did great ^^ (damn the stupid wind!!!) grad night was awesome tho...much fun. the fortune teller was kinda...overhyped too lol but yeah...long azz wait...but the hypnotist was totally awesome..funny as HECK. yupp. went to see ms. gonzales the next day...i shall miss her sarcasm and crude humor...but its not like i'll never see her again so it's all good. mannn u acadorks r sooo lucky to have another year... :-/

prom was the BOMB. hahahah. man, i never wrote a xanga entry for prom. it's kinda late now...but yes i had soo much fun...limo was kewl...driver was COOL...people looked PURTY...dancefloor was odd-shaped but it was still fun....date was wonderful...friends were the bestest....yupp...everything i could have imagined for prom.lol maybe its cuz i didnt expect so much bc i never was the type to be all OMG I CANT WAIT FOR PROM and imagine it to be some big dream come true...so maybe thass y it was soo cooollll for me. ^^ yes. fun stuff.

virginia did this for prom and i know lots of ppl do it for random stufff but i never had so imma bite off her and do it too.

ticket: $150/couple... (but mike bought it =D)
limo: $75/person
cinderella-ish dress: $40 <---me and virginia r cool chinatown shoppers :D
cinderella-ish shoes: $30
cinderella-ish necklace + other accessories: $70 (HOLY FRIGGIN CRAP)
hair: $40?
cosmetics: $20 (for eyeliner + powder..already had the other stuffs)
corsage + boutonniere: $36
PROM: priceless

for everything else...holy f***ing crud...there better not be nething else. i love my mommy...she spent a grip more on me than i realized... X_x

on a brighter note...didn't ms nelson estimate we'd spend like $600? muahahahhahaa...now i feel better...

la la la.

k

gonna go now. byebye ^^

at some person's request i am writing a non-depressing entry. it is night and i am tired. good night and sweet dreams every1.

this entry is juss a rant and nothing worth reading. juss needed to blow off steam.

think its safe to say today was NOT a good day. i had some weird bad dream that i don't remember but i juss woke up exhausted and with a bad feeling.i decided that i didnt want to get my new heels dirty bc i tend to get my shoes dirty at school since im lways treading through grass and dirt shortcuts so i decided to juss wear my sneakers and change into my nice shoes for the csf/nhs banquet. i knew i looked  tacky as hell in a nice skirt and cardigan and sneakers but i didn't care how i looked bc frankly who gives a crap...down with vanity (ironic, i know, stfu). bad idea. the second i got to school i starting getting jokes and teasing and shyt about my tacky outfit and inability to match. wutever. i could handle jokes but since i was juss having a crap day and was pms-ing like hell after the 6th time in less than 2 hours it started really irritating me. on top of all my other stress and shyt this was juss starting to get really annoying. i stepped outside of ms nelsons room to take a drink of my snapple and finally got more than annoyed and yelled shuttup to the next person to make fun of me and so that alumni lady who's always hanging around whom mr hedgpeth is scared to death of (lol) told me off for it and told me to keep quiet around. so i was humiliated and then jason chan laughed at me for getting in trouble...wutever. remind me again y im nice to that guy?? tactless. so i apologized and rushed back into the classroom only to be teased AGAIN. and then i juss couldnt take it and burst into tears in the classroom in front of every1. FUKING EMBARRASSING. and since im pms-iing i couldn't stop even tho i was trying to and that was juss really getting embarrassing and annoying. it's all juss timing...this day was juss getting worse and worse. then when i got into my car to go t banquet i stopped by chevron bc my gas tank was empty. and i was juss really flustered and p.o.-ed so i kept going to the wrong pump...twice so i had to keep driving around the station...and im a cruddy driver so i had to maneuver my car close enough to the gas thing a few times. by this time i was sweaty and annoyed and i wanted to scream and cry and go home. either the machines were dumb or my discover card was expired so i used a diff card and was finally on my way at 11:50. wutever traffic stank and the right lane was closed on 190th so all these cars kept cutting in and this one stupid woman zoomed right in front of me from nowhere and scared the crap out of me. then i got emotional and started tearing again so at a red light i turned to grab a tissue so i put my car on park....WELL i guess i put it on reverse bc i wasnt thinking straight bc when the light changed my car shot BACKWARDS and good thing i reacted quickly enough and the car behind me honked. yeha...that was scary and the car i almost hit quickly changed lanes....guess they were scared i do it again...then mike called to see where i was and i screamed at him bc i juss had a scare and i feel really bad for yelling at him for nothing, sorry. then i couldnt find the damn restaurant so i called mike...then went in....blargh. bad fucking day.

sorry for my excessive cussing. was trying to stop but this day and my mood can't be expressed in neway else.

id juss like to point out that if i don't care that i look tacky and stupid i dont see y ne1 else should giva fuk bc seriously ppl need better things to do at school than to make fun of my shoes. i know im blowing this out of proportion...but that's the consequence of timing. it had to be this day when im already in a bad mood for this to happen. so sad. i abondon xanga and come back when i need to rant.

and im sorry to my friends whom i yelled at today. i think im allowed to be grouchy once in a while.

now im hungry but i don feel like eating. iono. i'll go do my eng hw..that letter thing. gnite.

reading other ppl'z xangas depressed me

every1s lives r so...life-ish

i juss feel blah right now. need to finish senior proj. if ne1 wants to help me by reviewing my harry potter fanfic, id appreciate it, juss go here and u don have to read my story even, juss leave a review and say wutever and iss all good, thanks a lot, url is :

http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1834065

neways gonna stop now bc no good can come from a xanga entry typed when in a depressed stupor. byebye.

hmm lil recap of wussup...

mmm w00t springfest was success...

spring break is no break...all busy...

saturday was shopping with jenn and helped m & n out that was fun...

sunday went over to larry's to help judge builders club awards...interesting...i spose

monday was all day kiks mtg that was awesome stressful busy and CHAOS lol but iss all good,,,props to jenn and jean...our awesomest kiks chairs! =D ohh and PROPz to da BEAVER for helping me with the backdrop! omg i so wanted to juss curl up and sob that thing was taking so effing long and was soo annoying lol but i think it looks ok...thnx for helping me out!! couldnt have done it w/o u ^^ and thnx to virgie for helping us w/ the lettering and to ike for getting us food =D!!! i wub u all! ^^

tuesday...went to ucla honors day w/ my mom...omg it started out sooo awesome i love it except theres like no1 know....except christine from north high...i hope i can go with her! lol. except near the end it got screwed up bc they separated parents from students and my mom didnt read the program so she didnt know we could go wherever at 1:30 so she juss went into the housing tours w/o me while iw as outside waiting for her. i waited for lie ahlf an hour then went back to de neve plaza to look,..then went back and forth...so much walking a few times...i called her a grip of times but her phoen wasnt on...so yeah by the time i foudn her i was n  a bad mood and she was mad too bc i was mad and bc it was a lot fo walking and she was tired...so when it was over we juss rushed off campus....on the bus i realized we forgot to buy ucla sweatshirts so i was sad =(

tuesday night...w00t partyness lol. went over to isaac's place...hmm interesting night lol. crazy...isaac is a kewl host lol. he bring sout a plate of food he juss cooked and yells "EAT, MUTHERFUCKAS!" -_-" heheheh lets juss say it was a tipsyyy good time lol. ^_~

wednesday i was supposed to go to hansol senior luncheon but i overslept and was like screw it....juss watched movies wit ike mike virginia and aimee...fun stuffz....then went home, dropped jenn off at mall, went to torrance memorial to turn in scholarship app, went hoem to shower, then back to mall to shop a lil (we got her shoes! yay!) and get dinner for the family...OMG JENN IS SONICE! THANKS JENN! I WUB U! she bought me an early bday present...that hat i wanted from aero...omg iss so cute imma wear it at convention...and this shirt eee she so nice! yay! THANKS JENNIFER! ^^

today woke up took jenn to elco to take a test for summer school...doode i got this nagging headache ALL DAY...so effed...stupid heat and driving...so yeah coudlnt do hw bc i was all dizzy...packing now...lol picked up christine from her "date" loL ^^ we got jamba juice and talked a lil bit...now me home....gonna finisih pakcing and go help jenn and her kiks crew ^^ omg i cant wait to see the finished centerpieces!

hmm TOMORROW IS CONVENTION! W00T! YAY!

ok...so mus write speech too for convention heheh...got lots to do..catch y'all latah! ^^